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I wanted to take away from the purpose of this video, and that is to apologize to Ethan Klein and his family, especially his kids. Basically, Ethan is suing me for having rebroadcasted a statement made by Destiny on my stream. I did display the very disgusting comment for 40 minutes, and it was wrong. it was it was a comment from destiny and i even said that i don't agree with it but it it sort of highlights how i knew that it was it was a wrong thing to put out there into the universe and show people um you know regardless of the point i was making it was wrong i was angry and i was like how do i get this guy to one not clip me not uh mock me and harass me on his live stream and two this guy's a fucking bully. I don't I'm angry. I'm angry that this multimillionaire is silencing people and suing people, people who are who have a much smaller audience than he does and, you know can barely defend themselves And so I angry I don like bullies So I wanted to do something that would have an impact And you know without checking in with myself of whether or not that was a right or wrong thing to do I justified it in my head at the time. I was like, okay, well, it's not my words. And it's actually said by a really bad guy, Destiny, not a fan of that guy. It's very clear that it was never the right thing to do. It was a comment about Ethan and his children, and it was disgusting. I said at the time in the stream that I don't agree with it, but still sharing it and broadcasting it to people for 40 minutes, that was an irresponsible and reckless thing to do, especially for parents. There are many parents with kids out there who do not want to see that shit, and it's painful, and I'm sure it was extremely painful for Ethan and Hila to read that shit and have it pop up again and again and again, and just because it's coming from a piece of shit guy, and I'm showing it to people, like, look what this piece of shit said it wrong it wrong to do and I didn you know I didn come to this overnight right like I to be frank I angry I do not like Ethan I think he doing a lot of damage to people online And it it it it changed the way that I was thinking about it. I didn't think about it. I, you know, I didn't ground myself. I didn't think about, oh, like, who is, who is actually being affected in this instance? And Ethan's family and his kids are being affected. You know, I just because I don't like Ethan, I think it's wrong to find an attack vector that is his kids. It's it's it's foul. It's not OK. And I think it was wrong for me to use the destiny screenshot as a cudgel to make my point. I didn't need to use the destiny screenshot to make my point. I there's a there's a million other ways I could have done it, but I didn't. And I regret that I didn't. And I regret that I ever put that screenshot on my live stream. You know, that's the main reason why I feel like I do need for myself, for my soul to own up to this and acknowledge that I went too far It wasn okay Ethan and Hila and their family do not deserve that At the end of the day whatever happens with the lawsuit is what it is For myself I needed to make it known on the internet that what I did was wrong, and I don't want to be that person. I don't want to behave that way. I want to make content that I'm proud of. I don't want to give in to a harassment back and forth online. I want to put my energy into making content that I can be proud of and that I'm not going to be ashamed of because I lost the plot. I want to stay focused. I want to check in with myself and know what it is I want to be and what I want to do and what message I want to spread. And this isn't a message I want to spread. So, I'm sorry to Ethan and Hila and your family. You guys didn't deserve that. I'm going to think about all of this a lot more, I'm sure. But for now, I really do want to just get back to making the content that I want to make.